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Archive for November, 2005

The Healing Planet

In Bravo-Four-Zero, Story on November 30, 2005 at 6:43 pm


Entering the uncharted territories turned even the stoutest of Hynerians into the equivalent of jiggy jello on a hot plate, which is to say, going uncontrollably everywhere and going there fast. The inhabitants of Bravo-Four-Zero had no choice, yet the fear of the unknown, the fear of childhood campfire horror stories, in short the fear that firmly rooted itself in the imagination, tended to suffocate it’s victims like an anaconda with time on it’s hands. Fear like this permeated every pore, turned the eyes bloodshot for no good reason, and warped judgment like wood left out in the rain too long.

No outside observer would have been surprised to learn that our friends attempted to land at the first planet that came into view. Later dubbed The Healing Planet, for the purplish waters had magical powers to heal all infirmities. A water world like their own Hynerian homeworld, our friends thought they had found their needle in the haystack. Passion fruit was consumed in quantities beyond legal limits as happiness and joy appointed themselves king and queen of the day.

There always seems to be a “however” about this time in the story as the happy couples soon discovered all was not as it seemed. Oh, the waters of The Healing Planet were in fact magical but as the old Hynerian proverb stated, Take what you want, and then pay for it, our friends soon realized that while the dark purplish waters certainly did heal, they also aged.

Just as the stars appeared to melt into the planet’s lakes and oceans so too did a Hynerian appear to exchange life force, life years, in exchange for the healing properties. Had our four couples stayed, old age would have claimed them all within the year. Keep in mind a Hynerian’s average life spanned centuries. The reign of happiness and joy were short lived as anger and fear rode in like barbarians to resume their rightful place. Within the hour, Bravo-Four-Zero headed back into deep space.

Perfect Food

In Bravo-Four-Zero, Story on November 29, 2005 at 9:17 pm


For long journeys to parts unknown, Hynerians had perfected more than just the galaxy famous passion fruit. They had also perfected what came to be called perfect food. Perfect food is what everyone else called Hynerian eggs. Perfect since each individual egg contained everything one needed to sustain life–all the vitamins, minerals, calories, not to mention water, needed for perfect health. On a supply of Hynerian eggs a space traveler could survive indefinitely.

Bravo-Four-Zero had not been given much hope of finding an inhabitable planet, but they had been given enough perfect food to survive long beyond the supply of oxygen their small ship could carry. Hunger would be absent from this voyage. Unfortunately the same could not be said for fear and uncertainty.

Trouble

In Bravo-Four-Zero, Hyneria, Story on November 29, 2005 at 8:25 pm


Coming in waves never seen before and beyond Hynerian scientists to either predict nor understand, massive hurricanes, like roving bands of wolves, made life untenable.

Life pod Bravo-Four-Zero, containing just four Hynerian couples, launched for territories unknown, a roll of the cosmic dice. A little unknown solar system, perhaps, just maybe, held a jewel of a planet capable of sustaining life. No time to plan, no time for research. Life in the balance. Non-believers converted like lemmings to the cliff.

Strapped in tight, eyes squeezed tight as if one’s lids were capable of resisting the unhynerian g-forces launch inflicted upon the crew. Five-four-three-two-GO.

Hynerian Homeworld

In Hyneria, Story on November 29, 2005 at 3:26 pm


The Hynerians came from a water planet populated with islands of various geometric designs. Much like the passion fruit, the waters surrounding their islands were as warm as the Caribbean in summer, yet just a few hundred feet inland the climate changed to one of snow and ice.

The warm waters were therapeutic and much loved. The cold and snow and ice were not. In searching for a new land, they sought to keep the warm waters and combine it with a warm climate. Our mythical little island, which is not on any map nor can it be seen from the open water, was deemed by Rygel’s relatives to be paradise, the best of both worlds.

Hynerian Passion Fruit

In Earth, Story on November 28, 2005 at 9:49 pm


The Hynerians are legendary lovers, known beyond doubt from the Pleiades to Andromeda and all points between. Rygel the Angelic, aka Rygel VIII, personally oversaw the development and crosspollination of the fruit developed over the course of three centuries using a combination of exotic fruits from seven galaxies.

From the outside, Hynerian passion fruit looks like a normal green mango. When cracked open and exposed to air, the fruit illuminates and pulses. The inner edges generate heat while the center rapidly cools to the touch. A single succulent bite intoxicates the neural synapses responsible for amorous awareness while heightening the physical nerve endings in ways beyond imagination.

No one is really sure whether the fruit makes the sensations of intercourse better or simply causes one to think that it does. Moreover, no one really cares since the end result is an experience lovers have traded years in Hynerian dungeons to experience, and say they would do the same if given the chance. The fruit trades on the black market at prices only the wealthy can afford. If caught punishment is severe. On our island, however, it’s the main course tonight.

Purple Trees

In Earth, Story on November 28, 2005 at 4:12 pm


Next to purple lake stand purple trees. Unlike most trees, purple trees have chutes that once a year produce fully formed yellow leaves with green branches. On an early spring moonless night the chutes glow translucent mauve and the leaves and branches flow down the chutes and gently rise to attach themselves to bare limbs.

Image a tree in the dead of winter, leafless and bare. Next morning that same tree appears on fire with the most glorious coat of yellow and green foliage. Now imagine the entire woods dressing overnight. Such is the nature of the purple trees near purple lake, which populate the trails just outside our bungalow.

Shells

In Earth, Story on November 27, 2005 at 10:53 pm


Jewel encrusted shells line the untouched beaches. Their flesh providing substance to the local crab population while the Hynerians harvest the riches of rubies and sapphires along with mother of pearl and a diamond or two for use as local currency.

North

In Earth, Story on November 27, 2005 at 5:26 pm

Since we’re going to be on this island for awhile, I’ve secured an old contour carving of the northern side, which is where our bungalow is located. We’re on the northwest side of purple lake.

Scottish Fireflies

In Earth, Story on November 27, 2005 at 12:58 pm


Rygel’s relatives populated the island with exotic wildlife from their homeworld. Nocturnal creatures, they filled the island with scottish fireflies, which produce ten times the light of regular lightning bugs. Much like pets, each Hynerian owns several fireflies that produce their light on command, following their owners wherever they go.


These little guys can change colors as a means of communicating. Green light means the path is safe; blue indicates drinkable water just ahead; purple warns that an amorous female is nearby; and orange light is warning of danger.

The Natives

In Earth, Story on November 27, 2005 at 12:48 pm

Distant relatives of Rygel XVI have inhabited our island, undiscovered for centuries. They cater to our every need in exchange for information on the outside world.

Almost Home

In Earth, Story on November 27, 2005 at 12:38 pm

Mystical night skies on our mythical Caribbean island.

Caribbean Canopy

In Earth, Story on November 26, 2005 at 5:23 pm


Warm breeze milks stress from the mind like experienced nimble fingers upon a taut muscle. Humid salt air wafts in from the southern Caribbean with each crashing wave upon the velvet clay textured beach. Riches untold within and out, overpowering the senses, seductive and dreamlike. Our bungalow, deep in the jungle awaits our weary spirits. Come inside the magnificent, mystical canopy. Promise, you won’t mind the ride. Me and you, one island, one union, one time. Warm, wet, sweaty, intoxicatingly bewitching. Breathe. Just breathe. Now. With me. As us. As one.

Can you hear it. The surf darlin’. A crescendo matching the intensity shining in our eyes, the beat of our hearts. Can you hear it. My love dear. Hear it in my eyes, see it in my touch, feel it in my whispers. Let me hold your hands and gaze into the liquid of your soul. Open yourself, open to me, open to us. Walk to the cliff. Feel the breeze that only lovers feel. Come to the edge with me.

My hand caresses your cheek warmed by the day’s sun. At the speed of light, still took more than eight minutes to travel from source to you and in this moment, to my hand. Millions of miles of warmth, from you to me, in this moment, the sun, you and me, as one sensation of warmth and love. What are you, who am I, where is the sun if not embodied in the pulse of our touch.

Talk to me sweetness. Utter the words I long to hear, words born of pure intent, sacrificed at the alter of passion, profound in their direct simplicity. Tickle my ears with a symphony of she-devilish delectation. Swoon with the musical flow of two hearts in tune. Fear not the fall, what my arms might miss, my heart will catch.

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O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree,

In Uncategorized on November 26, 2005 at 2:57 pm

Much pleasure doth thou bring me!

Donuts

In Uncategorized on November 26, 2005 at 12:28 pm


How do you see? With your eyes. Perhaps your mind does the seeing or at times maybe your heart. Do you know who processes your data before you call it your own.

I sit down to breakfast and open my box of donuts. Before me in a single carton are four white powdered donuts, four chocolate covered and four plain cake-like ones. The morning is still, quiet with suspense as the opening prologue of cardinal chatter dancing within my ears reminds me I’m not alone.

I look at my donuts. No arguments, no fights, no yelling about who is the better donut or why this group is in front of that group. No posturing of the powdered group to be picked ahead of the plain group. Just donuts. Even breakfast greets me with wisdom for the day. I marvel at the blessed teachers in my life. Today, I shall live like my donuts. In peace and harmony with all around me and a love that remembers the bond between us all.

Gargoyles

In Uncategorized on November 25, 2005 at 9:26 pm

Paris, 1989. Memories of Notre Dame

Sailing over the Sea

In Uncategorized on November 25, 2005 at 8:34 pm

Twirling high above the atmosphere, of the world but not in the world, we dance free from the gravity of cares.

Red Carpet

In Uncategorized on November 25, 2005 at 8:31 pm

Limitless (Part 2)

In Uncategorized on November 25, 2005 at 1:43 pm

Sending all my love to you. Did you get it?

Limitless

In Uncategorized on November 24, 2005 at 7:16 pm


My arms fold into you with a care and strength unknown to any other. I glance into your eyes and marvel at the curve of your cheeks illuminated by a million stars on this moonless night with the soft reddish cast from our gently ringing red bells. The river appears on fire with thousands of multi-colored flower candles drifting down the river with nary a bob, such is the quiet of the night, the smoothness of the glass-like river surface.

From the banks, a thousand eyes watch for the first kiss, a kiss between lovers from a distant land and another time. The warmth and softness of the embrace meld the beat of my heart into yours, and for a moment, there is just this, there is just now, there is just us.

My love knows no bounds, no limits. Try as I might what is mine is yours and what is yours is mine, where before there were two, now stands one. Through the tremble of my lips, my love overflows beyond any power I have to contain it and I feel a lightness to the night that defies description. I’m in love and my heart overfloweth into the soul of my lover. As the candles flow down the river, we flow together in timeless enchantment fueled by hearts that know no bounds.

Bells Rouges

In Uncategorized on November 24, 2005 at 5:46 pm


On either side of our foot bridge the most luminescent red bells light our way and gently sing to the beat of our hearts as the cascade of color parades below us on the mirror like river flowing below. Your eyes glisten with a kaleidoscope of colors that accent the warm glow of your cheeks. There is nowhere else I would rather be than in your arms, two as one.

Come with Me

In Uncategorized on November 24, 2005 at 3:12 pm


Come with me back in time to a place far away. Just the two of us, walking along the banks of a slow moving river in feudal Japan. Across the river is a small arch-shaped foot bridge reserved just for us. From up-stream, the local villagers are releasing the most colorful and beautiful flower candles, by the hundreds, as an honor to our visit. Set aside your worries and come walk with me. May the dance of light before our eyes delight us with the magic of young hearts in love.

Pennies from Heaven; Pennies in Chocolate

In Uncategorized on November 23, 2005 at 10:00 pm


Pennies from heaven or pennies in chocolate. Either way, I’m not complaining. As you can see, my mind has already turned to food on Thanksgiving eve.

Special thanks tonight to so many of you who have lifted my spirits day after day with the wonderful comments you all have left for me here. I can’t find the words to say how deeply they are appreciated. Each day I am reminded of the power of a kind word. And I am eternally grateful to all of you, my friends.

Dandelion Wishes

In Uncategorized on November 23, 2005 at 5:26 pm

Wishing everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving.

The Enemy Within

In Uncategorized on November 23, 2005 at 3:12 pm

I have seen the enemy. Just needed to look in the mirror of my mind. I think we’re going to be friends.

Arizona

In Uncategorized on November 20, 2005 at 12:14 am

Memories of Sedona

Zippers

In Uncategorized on November 19, 2005 at 12:56 pm


A thousand zippers closed as tight as a croc’s jaws. Protecting who against what I cannot answer. Unzip your mind, unzip your heart, and come make yourself at home. Love abides.

News Bulletin for Andraxians

In Uncategorized on November 19, 2005 at 12:23 pm

UD – Robby Brewer
UD Employee

Posted: Fri Nov 18, 2005 5:13 pm
Post subject: Grid.org scheduled outage
Dear Members,

This is a reminder that Grid.org will be physically moving to a new facility this weekend. This will provide better reliability and is part of the Grid.org migration. Grid.org must be completely powered down in order to move. This will include the forum, member web, and the grid itself.

Since this is not a trivial outage, we cannot give an exact time that Grid.org will be down. The outage will take as long as it takes and it may be a day or two before everything is back online.
_________________
Robby Brewer
Senior Support Engineer
United Devices

Temple of Doom

In Uncategorized on November 19, 2005 at 12:00 am

Nothing quite like a few ghost stories between father and son on a dark and cold windy night.

Father and Son

In Uncategorized on November 18, 2005 at 10:47 pm

Christopher is with me this weekend.

Mountains

In Uncategorized on November 18, 2005 at 9:57 am


Do the trees on the side of this mountain look at each other and say, “We are on a mountain and as such our fate is much greater than our brethren in the valley. We face the wind and the cold in ways they will never know. Woe be us.” Or do they simply rejoice in being a bit closer to the sun, a bit closer to the heavens. I’d like to think they do neither, but rather express themselves fully as trees without the layers of this or that.

Star of Earl

In Uncategorized on November 17, 2005 at 7:39 pm

As the sun set on the day, a star rose in the darkness of night and I felt a warmth on the back of my neck. Message received, job done. Permission to move on granted.

Check-Six

In Uncategorized on November 17, 2005 at 12:38 am

17 November 2004

One year ago today, at 4:04am my dad lost his fight with cancer. The fractal above is my tribute to and remembrance of my father. My dad was a marine, which explains why I choose a military theme. In the fighter pilot lexicon to “check-six” is to look behind for approaching bogeys. In this image the pilot has no chance against the two enemy fighters on his tail. I yelled check-six to my father many times. He never heard until it was too late. Dad, if you are reading this, I love you.

Don’t Know

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 11:38 pm


This image touches something very deep inside of me tonight. I cannot put my finger on exactly how to describe the emotion. I see the laughing faces as knowing something about life and death I don’t. Their laugh is both knowing and mocking at the same time. Absurdity is the only word that comes to mind but even it falls short of describing the depth and breath of the feeling.

Small Towns (update)

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 11:07 pm

We got the vet bill today for Mario’s last three weeks. His twice a day visits amounted to $2097. Our vet discounted $1200 off that price, so we owe $897. I have to believe this was his cost. Where else does this happen. Small towns.

Love and Innocence

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 9:43 pm

Red petals crying in the rain.

No Guarantees

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 8:46 pm

No promises there will be a tomorrow. Tell someone you love them–today.

Delicious Delight

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 12:00 pm

Hope you are having a delicious day of delight and wonder at the colors and textures dancing before your mind’s eye in a kaleidoscope of orgasmic revelation.

Peace. Love. Joy. Compassion.

Relief

In Uncategorized on November 16, 2005 at 8:31 am


Sat still and released the hounds. Thoughts left and right sprang in every direction in an endless parade of “look at me.” I watched as they begged for my attention, each jockeying for front and center position. Then I thought, WWGD. And I knew the answer, “Just keep lovin’.”

King Kitty

In Uncategorized on November 15, 2005 at 10:35 pm


Official portrait of the cat from across the street that tortures my four yorkies every day. Telephoto close-up has been requested for identification purposes (below).

Cherry

In Uncategorized on November 15, 2005 at 5:12 pm



Ice Cube

In Uncategorized on November 15, 2005 at 12:57 am


I’d like to think when I touch the sky I touch the heavens and the heavens touches me back. They say we are made of the same material as the stars. Carbon, hydrogen, water and such. In my ice cube is the cosmos and in the cosmos is my ice.

This I believe. Touch me, touch the world, touch the universe, touch the beginning of time, for when can you divide me from the beginning. When. At what point. Touch me, touch time, touch all eternity. Love, hugs and kisses my friends.

Tears

In Uncategorized on November 14, 2005 at 2:41 pm

Dry your tears, you are beautiful in my eyes.

Darts

In Uncategorized on November 14, 2005 at 11:41 am


Standing at the line, dart in hand, eyes firmly focused ahead, my mind melds one into the other and there is no room for anything other than the precious present of now. My bag of rocks, one labeled past and the other labeled future have been left outside the door. I’ll pick them back up when the game is over, but for now, it’s just me, the darts and the board. Where one ends and the other begins I couldn’t tell you and I wouldn’t want it any other way. Let’s play.

Right View

In Uncategorized on November 13, 2005 at 12:34 pm


For those on the space roller coaster, look right. I’ve once again enter the land of “no words.” As your guide on this ride, I’ll just keep my mouth shut and let you enjoy the view, as is.

Going Up

In Uncategorized on November 13, 2005 at 9:22 am


If going up and going down are just the same two impostors parading as reality, a facade of concepts, images, memories, constructs, paradigms standing between us and “is” then why not choose going up. Anyone up for a ride on a space roller coaster? Morning Peeps {waves from “Here”}

Marriage

In Uncategorized on November 12, 2005 at 2:49 pm


I’m painting today so I want an image with lots of color, perhaps even something outdoors. Since we often have hot air balloons pass over our house and they are very colorful, I thought I would do one for today.

I’ve got the image about right and I call my lovely bride in to get her opinion. I ask, “Hon, what does this look like to you?” Of course, I fully expect her to say hot air balloon. She looks for a sec, and without doubt says, “It’s Ringo Starr!” I’ve just told you everything you need to know about my marriage–lol.

Resistance is Futile

In Uncategorized on November 11, 2005 at 9:54 pm

While our heels dig deeper into the past, the future plays tug-o-war tearing the present apart. Just be.

Yellow

In Uncategorized on November 11, 2005 at 11:09 am

If there’s light at the end of the tunnel it must be Friday.

Aggie

In Uncategorized on November 10, 2005 at 7:40 pm

And we danced all night to a soul fairy band
And she kissed me just right like only a lonely angel can
She felt so nice, just as soft as a spirit in the night

Manfred Mann

Campfire

In Uncategorized on November 10, 2005 at 3:14 pm


There’s going to be a chill in the air tonight so I’ve started a campfire. Come join me, relax, and get warm. The day is over and this night has never been here before. You don’t want to miss it since it’s a one-time only engagement.

Électrique

In Uncategorized on November 9, 2005 at 10:14 pm


The spark of chemistry between a man and a woman, that first sense, beyond all logic and reason, that lights every impulse on fire with passion and desire for another. How can words describe such a thing.

Just You

In Uncategorized on November 9, 2005 at 11:58 am

Thanks for being you. No one else does it quite the same way.

Diamonds and Lakes

In Uncategorized on November 9, 2005 at 9:14 am


Give me a handful of loving and compassionate friends and you can have all the diamonds in the world. As I think back on my life and I reflect on the times I was neither loving nor compassionate, there is not a single episode I wouldn’t reverse if I could. Not one.

May my heart be like a lake that remains pure when even handfuls of salt are tossed in it and not like a glass of water that becomes poisoned with the slightest of impurities.

Serenity

In Uncategorized on November 8, 2005 at 5:40 pm


Swimming with the fishes and sea turtles deep below the surface I find a joy and peace undisturbed by the constantly changing weather above the choppy sea. Come swim with me in the sea of equanimity.

Javajazz

In Uncategorized on November 8, 2005 at 11:25 am

Portrait of Lisa, aka Javajazz.

The image incorporates both warm and cool colors to reflect the diversity and breath of her radiant personality. The central image captures her wonderful talent and love for music, more specifically a wind instrument as it might be improvising in a jazz club, moving in many directions but always with a central core of harmony and grace and wit. The image glows with a love of life, much as Lisa’s comments show a vitality that never takes itself too seriously, yet has deep passion for issues that matter. Parts of the image show intricate organized detail while other parts show a carefree, we don’t need no stinkin’ rules element. All in all, when I see this image, I see that wonderfully bright soul who goes by the name of Lisa.

This and That

In Uncategorized on November 7, 2005 at 10:58 pm


Where does this end and that begin. There are moments and there is flow. Where is now and where is past and where is future. I don’t know. I see, I label, I put in neat little boxes. This here, that there. I’m happy. There is order, in my mind. Yet, the nagging feeling persists. Where exactly does the Mississippi river become the Gulf of Mexico. Can you show me. Exactly where.

Each step of the staircase is a moment, yet each moment only exist in relation to the one before. When does that moment become this moment. Can you show me. Exactly. Yet, there is this, and there is that. I take one step, but yet one step implies one before it and one before that and so on. Where does the on begin or where does my “on” begin. For that matter where does it stop. Can you show me.

I don’t know so don’t ask me. I’m here but just a minute ago I was there. There is change and there is flow and everything else is standing in the river against the current. I’m getting weak resisting the flow. I think I’ll just dissolve into now. :-)

Trace Joins Andrax as mate #118

In Uncategorized on November 7, 2005 at 12:08 pm

Trace, aka mergrl, has joined our fight against cancer as our latest mate. Welcome aboard my dear friend, we are so happy to have you onboard in the search for a cure against such a terrible disease(s).

Trace, after serving for 10 years as an RN is back in grad school studying to teach high school science. From Team Andrax, (I know, you already have one of these), please accept this apple as a small token of our appreciation in joining our team. May it bring you good luck and many happy moments educating the future scientists of our great country. You’re going to make a great teacher.

Love Endures

In Uncategorized on November 7, 2005 at 12:10 am

1000 years from now archeologists in search of ancient fossils captured in amber will make a startling discovery they can’t explain. In their hands, a rather large hunk of amber, warm to the touch and rare beyond rare. My love, still intact, encased in the beauty of amber, never seen before, never to be discovered again. Nitey Nite my sweet ones.

Reflections in my Mind

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2005 at 9:01 pm


As I glance into the memories of my mind, I see reflections rippling out in all directions. Some positive and good, some I’d rather hide from even my confessors. Yet, all have an elusive nature, no matter how hard I try, each memory evades my grasp as water does my clinched fist.

As I turn my mind left and then right, like the ripples in a reflecting pool, the view changes, the memory morphs, changes, unveils a new, recreated interpretation. I look closer and all I see is movement. Constant movement, nothing standing still.

Then, I hear a car blow it’s horn. The light has turned green and I’m blocking traffic. How long have I been lost in thought? Don’t know. Been driving at least 30 minutes, yet I have no conscious memory of the drive. Nothing. I remember getting in my car, leaving my house, but the rest of time has existed only in my head.

I wonder–how much of my life did I miss lost in my head chasing ephemeral charges of electricty and chemical reactions, believing they were real, that this was the matter of life. I had an appointment with life at the crossroads of here and now and I failed to show. Life happened and I was staring off into lala land watching the ripples in my mind fade into stillness.

Old Man Winter

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2005 at 1:25 pm

After the recent warm front, I paid a little visit to this guy. He assures me Winter is on the way. Hang tight everyone, the man has spoken. :-)

Flower Insights

In Uncategorized on November 6, 2005 at 10:09 am


There is a story about a flower which is well known in the Zen circles. One day the Buddha held up a flower in front of an audience of 1250 monks and nuns. He did not say anything for quite a long time. The audience was perfectly silent. Everyone seemed to be thinking hard, trying to see the meaning behind the Buddha’s gesture. Then, suddenly, the Buddha smiled. He smiled because someone in the audience smiled at him and at the flower. The name of the at monk was Mahakashyapa. He was the only person who smiled, and the Buddha smiled back and said, ” I have a treasure of insight, and I have transmitted it to Mahakashyapa.” The story has been discussed by many generations of Zen students, and people continue to look for its meaning. To me the meaning is quite simple. When someone holds up a flower and shows it to you. He want you to see it. If you keep thinking, you miss the follower. The person who was not thinking, who was just himself, was able to encounter the flower in depth, and he smiled.

That is the problem of life. If we are not fully ourselves, truly in the present moment, we miss everything. When a child presents himself to you with his smile, if you are not really there thinking about the future or the past, or preoccupied with other problems then the child is not really there for you. The technique of being alive is to go back to yourself in order for the child to appear like a marvelous reality. Then you can see him smile and you can embrace him in your arms.

I would like to share a poem with you, written by a friend of mine who died at the age of twenty-eight in Saigon, about thirty years ago. After he died, people found many beautiful poems he had written, and I was startled when I read this poem. It has just a few short lines, but it is very beautiful:

Standing quietly by the fence,
You smile your wondrous smile.
I am speechless, and my senses are filled
By the sounds of your beautiful song,
Beginingless and endless.
I bow deeply to you

“You” refers to a flower, a dahlia. That morning as he passed by a fence, he saw that little flower very deeply and, struck by the sight of it, he stopped and wrote that poem.

I enjoy this poem very much. You might think that the poet was a mystic, because his way of looking and seeing things is very deep. But he was just an ordinary person like any one of us. I don’t know how or why he was able to look and see like that, but it is exactly the way we practice mindfulness. We try to be in touch with life and look deeply as we drink our tea, walk, sit down, or arrange flowers. The secret of the success is that you are really yourself, and when you are really yourself, you can encounter life in the present moment.

Thich Nhat Hanh

Dance with Me

In Uncategorized on November 5, 2005 at 6:51 pm


Dance with Me was inspired by Liz and her post today on her first dancing shoes. If you are not reading her daily postings, you’re missing out on some of the best writing in the blogosphere. The more I tried to take just a quote, the more I realized the essense of the story was lost without the whole. So without further ado, here is Liz.

Every Saturday since I was three, I spent at dance class. Our dance instructor was from Russia. Her name was music—Rosalind. She loved the dance, Miss Rosalind. Because of her, I love it too.

Each class was held in formal fashion. Miss Rosalind taught a silent group—black leotards and white ballet shoes. Miss Wright, her pianist would play, but never said a word. Parents could come in and sit, provided they were well behaved.

Every plié was made and held until Miss Rosalind had checked it. Every arm was adjusted until its placement was perfect.

“Lead with the wrist. Point your toes. Concentrate.” These were words she often said. She said them even more when the year came that our class was ready to go on pointe. That year we’d earn our toe shoes—real ballerina shoes.

“You will not buy them,” Miss Rosalind mandated, “until you have permission.” That year our class of girls learned what it meant to earn something. Week after week we’d do our workout at the barré, then on the floor. Then at the end of class, one maybe two would be told “Tell your mother she may buy your shoes, but to bring them here.” No purchase was final until Miss Rosalind checked the fit.

The process made the rest of us work even harder every week. There seemed to be no logic to which girl she would choose next. We watched. We wondered and we saw. It wasn’t necessarily the best, the brightest, or the one who worked the hardest. She may have chosen randomly to totally confuse us.

When my day came. “Tell your mother,” is all she said.

That was my first experience with bliss. I wondered why people on the street couldn’t see this change in me. I would now be the owner of real ballerina shoes.

My mother took me to the store where they sold the precious shoes. The salesman, as he fitted me, asked what color we thought we wanted. I told him pink.

“Oh you’re one of Rosalind’s students,” he quickly said “She’s the best. You worked hard for these I’d bet.”

“Yes, sir, I did.” was all I said. That night I asked if I could sleep with them.

Before the next class, Miss Rosalind made sure the shoes fit properly. Then I got to dance at last in my own ballerina shoes. It wasn’t as easy as it looked. No one had warned me that they would hurt or that they take some practice.

I’d worked so hard to earn my first pair of real dancing shoes.

I’d have to work even harder just to use them.

Blue Man: aka Karol Wojtyla posing as Jack Bennett

In Uncategorized on November 5, 2005 at 9:21 am

An excuse is worse and more terrible than a lie, for an excuse is a lie guarded.
John Paul II

Nicht eine Welle

In Uncategorized on November 4, 2005 at 5:48 pm


“I heard a nice little story the other day,” Morrie says. He closes his eyes for a moment and I wait.

“Okay. The story is about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He’s enjoying the wind and the fresh air—until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.

“’My God, this is terrible,’ the wave says ‘Look what’s going to happen to me!”

“Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, ‘Why do you look so sad?’

“The first wave says, ‘You don’t understand! We’re all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn’t it terrible?’

“The second wave says, ‘No, you don’t understand. You’re not a wave, you’re part of the ocean.’”

I smile. Morrie closes his eyes again.

“Part of the ocean,” he says. “part of the ocean.” I watch him breathe, in and out, in and out.

Excerpt from tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom (pp. 179-180)

Chalice di pietà: Bevanda In profondità

In Uncategorized on November 4, 2005 at 11:51 am

I would rather feel compassion than know the meaning of it.
Thomas Aquinas

Merlin

In Uncategorized on November 4, 2005 at 10:07 am

You’re not listening… well, your heart is not.
Merlin in Excalibur

Felino

In Uncategorized on November 4, 2005 at 12:01 am

Women and cats do as they dammed well please, and men and dogs had best learn to live with it.
Anon

Η σπηλιά

In Uncategorized on November 3, 2005 at 4:34 pm

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.
Plato

Девушка Общества

In Uncategorized on November 3, 2005 at 10:01 am

Desires achieved increase thirst like salt water.

Milarepa

Voyage de Découverte

In Uncategorized on November 2, 2005 at 10:10 pm

The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.

Marcell Proust

Fallin’ To Pieces

In Uncategorized on November 2, 2005 at 9:19 pm

On your lonely, lonely nights
Pray you sleep tonight
Pray just a little
When every little thing
Starts fallin’ to pieces

Rob Thomas

For Leigh: Coeur Cassé

In Uncategorized on November 2, 2005 at 12:32 pm

The only man worth your tears won’t make you cry.

Anon

Lost in Love

In Uncategorized on November 2, 2005 at 12:01 am

Two souls and one thought, two hearts and one pulse.

Halen

The Gift

In Uncategorized on November 1, 2005 at 11:20 am

Remember, you can listen a person’s soul into existence.

Sign over a campus crisis hotline

Several years ago I created a Listening Workshop. Although the workshop is a full-day event, I always start with two questions that take around thirty minutes to facilitate. After those first thirty minutes I always feel like I could stop at that point and the workshop has been a success.

Question one: Describe how you feel whenever someone really does not listen to you.

Question two: Describe how you feel whenever someone really does listen to you.

I give everyone as much time as they need to write down as many adjectives as they can to answer the two questions. I then go around the room and write all the “not listen” adjectives on a flip chart in red ink. I do the same for the “do listen” adjectives in green ink.

Both list usually contain between 30 and 50 adjectives. Then I hold up both list before the group and I tell them that in every listening situation, we are either giving the red list or the green list–to one degree or another–every time, everyday.

Then, I slowly read the words from the green list. I take my time. When I finish I ask the group, “If I told you, you could make someone feel this way, to give them this gift, touch them in this way, and that it would not cost you a single penny, would you do it?”

Listening, not hearing, but deep, true, sincere, non-judgmental, heartfelt listening is a gift of untold treasure.

Now that I have their attention, the real work of the workshop can begin.

Begeisterung: Fire in the Belly

In Uncategorized on November 1, 2005 at 12:00 am

Catch on fire with enthusiasm and people will come for miles to watch you burn.

John Wesley
__________

Nobody grows old merely by living a number of years. We grow old by deserting our ideals. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul.

Samuel Ullman